Wednesday, February 19, 2014
losing a close one
So I just found that my best friend has liver cancer and shes at her 4th stage already. They found out yesterday. I don't know how to feel. The doctors told her she has maybe 4 more months to live. Shes only 25. I have no emotions right now, I guess it hasn't set in it. That girl has been my back bone, my big sister, my mentor, she pulled me through. We met under horrible circumstances but we pulled through together. We went to sleep talking and woke up laughing, for over 2 years. We did our time together. The only person I trusted in there. (prison that is) I got all a year before her and I promised her I would always be there. I kept my word. I wrote her had phone conversations with her. When she got out I was right there waiting on her. She lives in Tampa so we couldn't hang out all the time, but I always made it my business to go there atleast once a month. Now her moms calling me saying that she has liver cancer? How can that be? I was just talking to her and she was fine. She amazes me still because she still laughing and she has so much faith shes making all of us believe and have hope and faith. She is so strong and I believe you can over come this .. she is the strength in all of us. I just pray she gets better. I cant lose her.
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I can't imagine the way you feel right now cause she is your best friend, but I think she is really strong so God bless you both.
ReplyDeleteI understand what you are going through because I lost my sister to stage 4 lung cancer 2 years ago and it hard. But all I can say to you is be there for her and love on her that's what we do. God Bless you both.
ReplyDeleteI do not have the words for a situation like yours. I am glad she is staying strong for everyone. You are blessed to have her in your life. My prayers are with her.
ReplyDeleteshe is a strong person to be going through that and still being strong for other and she is very young will pray for her
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that this is happening. There probably is not anything that I can say that will comfort you, but I agree I think you should stay strong and pray.
ReplyDeleteIt's a hard thing to go through, trust me I know. My mom passed away from cirrhosis of the liver so I can relate. One thing I will tell you, keep your head up and pray for her, there is no tool more powerful. That positive outlook she has is what keeps her going, so support her, continue to make her laugh and smile because the minute she loses faith or spirit that's the moment everything changes, they feel defeated. Be her support and show her she can do anything because with a great support system and a great spirit she can beat it or at least live a happy life until sadly she receives her wings which hopefully is long from now :)
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