There he is

I am not perfect, but no one is ...everyone messes up but that doesn't mean you shouldn't look to the man upstairs for help. He knows your not perfect and he will always forgive you no matter what. So I can do what ever  I want for my blog so I decided to share a piece of a song that I love so much. When im mad , hurt , sad , or what ever I always listen to this song. It always makes me feel better, to know that he is always there. The song is called "There He Is" by Trinitee 5:7.
Just the last bit of the song, the lyrics to long to post lol. Enjoy 
And you looking for Jesus, searching for Jesus
[Chorus]
There He is
Wherever I go
There He is
Wherever I turn
There He is
He's all around
There He is
Reach out and touch Him
There He is
He's right there
There He is
And He's guaranteed to answer
There He is
All of your prayers
There He is
I can feel Him
There He is
Whoa yeah
There He is
He's changing your life right now
There He is
Oh yes He is
There He is
There He is
There He is
When troubles come
There He is
Just close your eyes
There He is
And lift your head
There He is
Towards the sky
There He is
Just call on Him
There He is
And you shall find
There He is
He was there
There He is
All of the time
There He is
If your friends are around
There He is
Then you somewhere by yourself
There He is
Call on His name
There He is
He will be right there
There He is
No matter what the problem
There He is
Or the situation
There He is
My Jesus can fix it
There He is
With no hesitation
There He is
If your money is gone
There He is
And you need some help
There He is
On your dying bed
There He is
You're not by yourself
Everywhere you turn
Everywhere you turn
Everywhere you turn
Everywhere you turn
Everywhere you go
Everywhere you go
All around
And when you walk
There He is
When you talk
There He is
And when you cry
There He is
Go down on your knees and call on Him
Jesus reach out and touch and believe He's right there
There He is
And you can do all things through Christ Jesus that strengthens you
There He is

Read more: Trin-i-tee 5:7 - There He Is Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Trip Planning Finally

So I am not going to be able to do the cruise due to my boyfriend not being able to take time off from work.. sooooo one of my close friends and I are planning a trip to New York! I am super excited. Neither of us have ever been to New York, and we know no one out there lol! Were just going to wing it.. and figure it out on our own and have fun. Who cares you only live once right? Were actually still wondering if we should even rent a car? Any suggestions from my New Yorkers? Everyone is telling us we don't really need one because of trains and buses or what ever.. but I don't know how I feel about that lol.. I don't like getting on no bus I don't want to get robbed or beat up or something lol !!! .. I mean I know we will get lost a lot of the times but I don't want to get to lost. I don't know if that makes sense or not. Any who I am excited ... but scared at the same time. O well guess we will find out how it goes lol

nothing special

So yesterday was free pancake day. I served 30 tables from 9-3 and only made $75. I was pissed. But o well I was just glad I didn't have to work all day like I have done for the 2 years before that. I had class so I had to leave early. Thank God I wouldn't have made it all day with all those bad behind kids that come in there. Make you want to choke them. We had some ignorant behind college students all day. Being that Valencia is on spring break this week. -__- Just playing football in the parking lot. Hanging out and crap. Coming in huge groups just to ask for pancakes and water. It is really a shame. Playing in the restaurant. Omg I am just so glad it is over.

Anyway I didn't do anything else this week. Did some shopping, and that's about it. I know I am ready for his semester to be over I want to go on vacation. I don't even care where I go anymore, as long as im not in Orlando I will be happy.

long week

So it has been a pretty long week for me. Work was pretty busy all week long. Which is really bitter sweet. I am tired from it but on the Brightside I made  lots of money! :) I am off for the next todays and I will be relaxing, preparing for what is to come next week. Free pancake day at my job. I absolutely dread this day every year. The day is designed for us to give away free pancakes and in return we receive donations for the kids with cancer. If only it was that easy right? But of course nothing never goes accordingly when something is free. That day consists of 100s of kids that come in order water and pancakes and don't donate or tip. So we pretty much work for free. Kids and teenagers are also the worse. They come before school, during school, and of course at 4pm all hell breaks loose. Were packed from 5:30 am all the way till we stop serving free pancakes at 10pm. Last year and the year before I worked 14 hours straight. I only made $200 last year -__- I was pissed. That's horrible I should have made at least $350. 

I was so tired after it was ridiculous.  This year I am probably going to come in like at 7am and work till about 4 since I have school! :) I am so excited that I have an excuse to not have to work that entire day. You should have seen me at work the other day running around saying haha to my boss and everyone who has to work the entire day.  I was like aha suckers have fun lol. So yea people ihop has free pancakes next to Tuesday but don't waste your time going. It is only 3 pancakes you can make it at home. Your going to go wait 30 min to eat 3 pancakes and make the servers life more miserable lol.

losing a close one

So I just found that my  best friend has liver cancer and shes at her 4th stage already. They found out yesterday. I don't know how to feel. The doctors told her she has maybe 4 more months to live. Shes only 25. I have no emotions right now, I guess it hasn't set in it. That girl has been my back bone, my big sister, my mentor, she pulled me through. We met under horrible circumstances but we pulled through together. We went to sleep talking and woke up laughing, for over 2 years. We did our time together. The only person I trusted in there. (prison that is) I got all a year before her and I promised her I would always be there. I kept my word. I wrote her had phone conversations with her. When she got out I was right there waiting on her. She lives in Tampa so we couldn't hang out all the time, but I always made it my business to go there atleast once a month. Now her moms calling me saying that she has liver cancer? How can that be? I was just talking to her and she was fine. She amazes me still because she still laughing and she has so much faith shes making all of us believe and have hope and faith. She is so strong and I believe you can over come this .. she is the strength in all of us. I just pray she gets better. I cant lose her.

Tired

Iam tired!  I can not wait to go on my vacation. Work and School and having some type of social life is draining me. I have only one day a week I can sleep in and that's Thursday. It sucks I need more sleep. Anyways im planning a get away as soon as this semester ends. Im trying to go on a cruise. Hopefully I am able to book a ticket soon so I can get out of here. If not then Miami I will be. Shopping, spending , shopping, spending, beaches, sleeping, eating. Yeees I cant wait. OOh yea its Valentines day this weekend im excited. Im excited because I asked for Michael Kors watch and I cant wait to have it! I better get it or I will not talk to my boyfriend for 1 week! SO if I don't get a watch he's in big trouble. I asked for 3 things a watch, my car windows tinted, and a full spa day... he said I couldn't have all 3 -__- . So I asked for 2 out of the 3 haha! I know I sound like a spoiled brat. Oh well I don't care. Im literally  just talking about nothing because I have nothing to talk about. I don't even feel like blogging to be honest. Ok im done talking bye.

You cant fix what cant see its the soul that needs surgery.

Beyoncé  has a song on her new album that I am absolutely obsessed with. Its basically about image. How women  and girls today all worry about how they look , and their self esteem. How everything on tv and magazines say skinny is better or having big boobs and a small waist and hips and a butt is how every women is suppose to look like. Its something society has been struggling with for years.

I don't think it should be like that. It sucks you know that girls think what they look like is not good enough. How people starve them selves to be skinny because they're worried about what other people think. How all the women on tv is completely flawless and perfect. People aren't made perfect and flawless. Everybody cant have that body perfect shape. How woman are spending thousand of dollars just to fix there imperfections so the eye of the society can them for the "It Girl". Nowadays nothing else matters just looks. Who has the latest Michael Kors bag or the nicest car. Blah Blah just be you it's easier.

Love your self for who you are. "Perfection is a disease of a nation" That statement couldn't have been said better. It is true pretty hurts, and its a job.